Yellow Diamond: Chapter 1 - part 1
While you may already be familiar with these terms, I’ve provided their English definitions for those who may not be.
1. さん (san): This is a general, respectful suffix used to address or refer to someone. It's similar to "Mr.," "Mrs.," or "Ms." in English. It's commonly used for people of all ages and social statuses in both formal and informal contexts.
2. 君 (kun): This suffix is often used for addressing younger males, or in a more familiar or casual setting. It can be used with people of the same or lower status, and it's commonly used among friends, students, or in professional settings where there is a clear hierarchy (like between a superior and a subordinate).
Just before the stairway landing, the night sky
lay open, cut into view like a patch of darkness. Kunihiko Kamioka, who had
stopped to gaze absentmindedly at the dark sky, was drawn to a faint singing
voice and instinctively looked up the stairs. He could hear a child’s voice.
“Mi is for minna’s (everyone's) mi, fa is for
faito’s (fight) fa.”
The subtle pronunciation at the end of each
word was eerily familiar. However, the person Kunihiko knew with that voice was
an old childhood friend, the same age as him, and they had both attended the coming-of-age ceremony
five years ago. There’s no way, he thought with a wry smile.
He climbed the remaining stairs slowly, one
step at a time, feeling a light fatigue. The child's voice grew closer, and
when he reached the top of the stairs on the third floor, he noticed a small
shadow stretching in front of his apartment.
“Shi is for shiawase (happiness)...”
The faint light from the neighboring apartment's
small window didn't reveal the face clearly. He brushed off the ridiculous
thought that came to mind. He’s already an adult now… Kunihiko reminded
himself, staring at the shadow. As if noticing him, the shadow abruptly stopped
singing.
"Uncle, Uncle Kamioka." (not actually his uncle)
A familiar voice. Snapping back to his senses,
he hurriedly rushed to the shadow.
"Shun'ichi?"
It was his friend’s son, now six years old. Kunihiko
knelt in front of the small child, he placed his hand on Shun'ichi’s pale,
blue-tinged cheek in the dim light. His skin was so cold it startled him.
“What were you doing out here in the cold? Does
your dad know?”
Shun'ichi nodded slightly, his small body
shivering as a gust of cold wind hit him.
“For now, let’s get you inside.”
Kunihiko took Shun'ichi's hand and led him into
his room. He immediately turned on the air conditioner’s heater, then rolled up
the sleeves of his dress shirt and started filling the bathtub with hot water.
By the time the bathroom was gently fogging up with steam, he had helped the
still-shivering child out of his clothes. Despite it being mid-winter, the
small boy smelled of sweat, and Kunihiko frowned slightly as he stripped off
his own clothes as well.
Seeing Shun'ichi clumsily scrubbing himself,
Kunihiko, impatient, grabbed a towel and washed him himself. As he scrubbed
behind his ears and his ankles, the towel turned a faint brown, making Kunihiko
furrow his brow even deeper as he wondered how long it had been since the boy
had taken a bath.
After the bath, Kunihiko dressed the warm,
flushed child in his own t-shirt and pants. Shun'ichi sat, huddled in the kotatsu,
with his soft brown hair, much like his father’s, as Kunihiko dried it with a
hair dryer. He asked,
"So, why did you come to my place? Did you
have a fight with your dad?"
As he tapped his hands on the kotatsu tabletop
like a piano, Shun'ichi gave a cheerful smile.
“Dad said, after kindergarten, I should
secretly come to Uncle Kamioka's house. So, I came.”
"That’s odd... He didn’t tell me
anything."
The child turned to look up at him with large,
dark eyes.
“Dad said our house isn’t our house anymore, so
I’m not supposed to go back.”
With a click, Kunihiko turned off the
hairdryer. The boy’s hair, which had been blown around by the hot air, now
stuck up like the aftermath of a bombing raid. Kunihiko forcefully tried to
smooth it down with his hand.
“But Dad said, ‘Shh, don’t tell Uncle Kamioka.’”
Shun'ichi placed his small index finger against
his lips. Since he had been told to keep quiet, it must be something serious.
Letting out a sigh, Kunihiko stood up.
“Shun'ichi, do you want something to drink?”
“Yeah, juice.”
With a smile that resembled a squished cream
puff, Shun'ichi grinned up at him. Kunihiko, often described as having a sour
face, felt the tension in his own expression loosen just a little.
“Alright, I got it.”
He responded cheerfully and opened the fridge.
However, inside, only a few cans of beer were carelessly rolling around. Hoping
he had some juice somewhere, he checked cupboards he hardly ever opened, but it
was a fruitless search. The convenience store was too far. He couldn’t leave a
kindergartener alone, and taking him outside in this cold wasn’t an option. He
would have to make do with what he had, so Kunihiko set about boiling some
water. He prepared two mugs, put instant coffee in them, and then realized
something important.
"Shun'ichi, can you drink coffee?"
"I hate it."
Of course, Kunihiko thought. After a moment of
deliberation, he dumped out the coffee powder from one of the cups and,
instead, filled it with a generous amount of coffee creamer, adding sugar and
hot water. Shun'ichi wrapped both hands around the cup, blowing on the warm
liquid before taking a sip of the halfheartedly prepared drink.
"Aren't you hungry?" Kunihiko asked,
recalling the too-thin arms and the chest so gaunt that his ribs protruded when
he saw him in the bathroom.
"Yeah. Dad packed a bag full of bread for
me."
"I see."
Shun'ichi squirmed restlessly in the kotatsu as
he watched TV, but before an hour had passed, he was asleep at Kunihiko’s feet.
Kunihiko gently lifted the unexpectedly heavy, limp body and laid him down on
the bed. The wind was picking up, rattling the windows with a continuous
creaking sound. He drew the curtains, dimmed the lights, and quietly closed the
bedroom door. Turning off the TV, he opened his laptop to get some work done
while he waited. Shun'ichi’s father finally showed up to pick up his son late
into the night, just before midnight.
The front door was pounded on with no regard
for the late hour. Startled by the inconsiderate noise, Kunihiko jumped to his
feet and rushed to the entrance.
"Stop banging the door!" he shouted,
throwing the door open. Immediately, a gust of cold wind blew into the
apartment.
"Yo."
It was Isamu Sanada, Shun'ichi's father and
Kunihiko’s childhood friend. The last time Kunihiko had seen him was six months
ago.
"Is Shun'ichi here?"
"He's already asleep."
Isamu scratched his head with his fingers
buried in his messy hair, his lips curling into a vague smile that suggested
more than just the wind had caused the disarray. A scattering of white flakes
clung to the shoulders of his black wool coat.
"Bring him out. We're heading home."
"Where to?"
Kunihiko's voice was colder than the wind
blowing through the doorway. Isamu's snow-covered head slowly lowered.
"Where else? My place."
"You got kicked out of your
apartment."
Isamu shook his head vigorously.
"No, I left on my own. That old hag of a
landlady kept nagging me about everything."
"Isamu."
Isamu's shoulders trembled, and his back
hunched. Kunihiko pressed his hand against his forehead and sighed.
"Come inside. It's cold out there."
Reluctantly, Isamu stepped into the entryway.
As Kunihiko closed the door behind him, Isamu stood awkwardly in the dim light,
constantly fidgeting with his hands, which were dirty around the nails. His
face was grimy, and his skin was greasy, giving off an unpleasant sheen.
Getting closer, Kunihiko caught a musty odor, even worse than Shun'ichi’s.
"Why did you leave your apartment?"
"Who cares about that? Just bring
Shun'ichi out already, I'm in a hurry."
The stench of alcohol clung to Isamu’s breath.
"Have you been drinking?"
The drunk man quickly covered his mouth.
"I haven't."
"Don't lie when it's so obvious!"
Isamu's already hunched back curled in even
further, making him look even smaller.
"You scare me."
Isamu muttered under his breath, his lips
sulking in a pout.
"Scared? Of meeting a friend?"
Kunihiko shouted. Only after yelling did he remember it was the middle of the
night, and he forced himself to calm down. The thought of Isamu needing alcohol
to face him left a bad taste in his mouth.
"You're always mad at me. I know it's my
fault, but when you yell at me, it makes me feel awful. You spoil Shun'ichi
like crazy, but you always get mad at me. It's favoritism."
Isamu glared up at Kunihiko with resentful
eyes, making it hard for Kunihiko to keep his anger in check. He clenched his
fists, holding back the urge to shout.
"Shun'ichi is a kid, and you're an adult.
Of course, I treat you differently!"
Isamu sighed heavily and shrugged his
shoulders.
"Ahh, I don't wanna hear it! This is why I
didn’t want to come here. I knew you’d have something to say. If it wasn’t for
Shun'ichi, I would’ve never come."
Even though Isamu said he hated being yelled
at, even though he claimed it scared him, Kunihiko couldn't stop his mouth from
running.
"And that's why you show up in the middle
of the night? On top of that, you bang on someone's door like that at this
hour... People might be sleeping. Did it not cross your mind that you could be
bothering the neighbors?"
"They might not be sleeping," Isamu
muttered.
Kunihiko clenched his teeth in frustration.
"Don’t give me that nonsense! And what's
with your appearance? Have you even been taking baths? If you'd just followed
the things I taught you, you'd be living normally, and maybe you'd even have
some savings by now. I thought things were going well because I hadn’t heard
from you."
Kunihiko’s words poured down like a storm.
Isamu, now completely sulking, stopped responding altogether.
"You say you came to pick up Shun'ichi,
but where were you planning on taking him? You got kicked out of your
apartment, didn’t you? Were you planning to sleep under a bridge?"
"...In the station... passageway."
Kunihiko grabbed Isamu's right ear and yanked
it hard.
"Ow, ow! It hurts, you idiot!"
"In the dead of winter, sleeping in a
station?! Don’t be ridiculous! If you want to sleep at the station, go ahead
and do it alone. Shun'ichi is staying here. I’m not letting him catch a cold
because of you."
Tears welled up in Isamu's eyes as he glared
back at Kunihiko.
"So, it's fine if I catch a cold, but not
Shun'ichi, huh?"
"You still don't understand a damn thing
I’m trying to tell you."
Isamu's right ear, still being pulled, turned
bright red, but Kunihiko didn't let go.
"Shun'ichi is still a child. He doesn’t
know his right from his left. He needs his parents' help at a time like this,
and all you've done is drag him along with your mess."
Kunihiko finally released his grip, leaving a
red imprint on Isamu’s ear. Isamu hung his head, staring at the worn-out tips
of his shoes.
"Get inside," Kunihiko said, still
simmering with residual anger.
"If you've been kicked out and have
nowhere to go, stay here until you find somewhere. The reason I’m pissed is
because you didn’t ask anyone for help before it got this bad, and because you
were about to make Shun'ichi sleep at a station in this freezing weather. Got
it?"
"...Yeah."
Isamu’s sulking reply was barely audible. As he
stepped into the room and removed his shoes, Kunihiko noticed that what had
once been white socks were now filthy, a grimy gray.
"Take a bath first. I’m sure you haven’t
bathed in days."
Isamu sniffed the sleeve of his coat and gave a
small twitch of his nose.
"It’s only been about ten days..."
"Use body soap and scrub yourself until
the towel doesn't turn black anymore. Wash your hair until the shampoo lathers
properly. If I see even a hint of dirt left, I’ll make you get back in
there."
Kunihiko handed Isamu some clean clothes and
shoved him toward the bathroom. Then, quietly, he peeked into the bedroom.
Shun'ichi was sound asleep, breathing softly. Kunihiko had been worried that
the argument might have woken him up, but it seemed everything was fine.
Sighing with relief, he went to the kitchen, grabbed a can of beer from the
fridge, and gulped down half of it in one go.
His childhood friend hadn’t changed one bit.
The moment Kunihiko took his eyes off him, he got dirty again. And just when
things became unmanageable, he came running to Kunihiko for help. There was
something frustratingly endearing about it.
Kunihiko had been in love with his childhood
friend, who was now a father, for a very long time. From the outside, it
probably didn’t look that way at all. But no matter what, Kunihiko Kamioka was
in love with Isamu Sanada.
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Kunihiko
grew up in a small mountain town where several forest paths branched off from
the national road. It was a slow-paced town, full of rice paddies and fields.
Even within the town, Kunihiko’s home was set further back. There were few
houses nearby, and the only child around his age to play with was Isamu, who
lived about a hundred meters (about 328 ft) away. Every day, Kunihiko would
walk down the road to Isamu’s house—a road carved from the mountain’s slope,
with peeling pavement and few cars ever passing through. Isamu’s house was so
old and worn that it looked like it could collapse at any moment. After heavy
rain or a typhoon, Kunihiko would visit with a flutter of anxiety, wondering if
that tilted house, which even a child could see was leaning precariously to the
right, had finally fallen flat. A small part of him hoped it had—if Isamu’s
house was destroyed, maybe Isamu would come live with him, and then they could
play together every day.
But Isamu’s
house was surprisingly stubborn, never crumbling no matter how strong the rain
or wind. Kunihiko disliked Isamu’s parents, who lived in that shabby house. His
father was always either yelling while drunk or sleeping with his round belly
sticking out like a raccoon. His mother would always glare at Kunihiko with
sharp, fox-like eyes. The child of the raccoon and the fox was a mouse. Small,
dark, quick, and never able to sit still.
When it
came to swimming, running, climbing trees, or anything involving physical
activity, Kunihiko could never beat Isamu. He envied him for that. He wanted to
be able to swim, run, and find snake skins like Isamu did, as if he had a
sensor in his head. But as they neared elementary school age, Kunihiko
gradually began to notice something odd about Isamu. Unlike in the daycare they
had both attended, where everyone knew each other, in the larger world of
elementary school filled with unfamiliar faces, Isamu stood out in a strange
way. At the entrance ceremony, while all the new students sat neatly dressed in
their clean, formal clothes, Isamu alone wore the same dirt-stained clothes he
had played in the day before. Neither his raccoon father nor fox mother had
shown up. Surrounded by so many adults and children, Isamu clung tightly to
Kunihiko, unwilling to leave his side.
"That
guy has a weird face. His eyes are too far apart, like a flounder."
In fourth
grade, someone said that about Isamu.
"He’s
dirty and dumb too."
Unlike in
the lower grades, where simply excelling in physical activities could make you
the “best,” as the students grew older and more aware, other factors started to
matter.
“Cute kids,
cool kids, smart kids.”
Isamu’s
position grew weaker and weaker, and he became a target for bullying because he
was always dirty and couldn’t keep up in class. Though he struggled with even
basic comprehension, if someone took the time to slowly and repeatedly explain
things, he would eventually manage to solve a problem. But by the time Isamu
had finally grasped one thing, the others had learned four or five and moved
on. There was no way for him to keep up. Kunihiko didn’t care that Isamu was
dirty or that he wasn’t good at studying, so he couldn’t stand seeing him
bullied for those reasons.
One day in
July, Kunihiko didn’t part ways with Isamu like usual. Instead, he pulled his
reluctant friend by the hand and brought him back to his own house.
"Wash
Isamu’s clothes."
When
Kunihiko asked this of his mother as soon as they arrived, she looked surprised
and then smiled. While the clothes dried, the two of them played inside the
house, rolling around in just their underwear. But later that night, Isamu’s
mother stormed into the house, furious. She looked terrifying, like a demon
with her eyes raised in anger. Kunihiko was so scared that he couldn’t even
bring himself to peek out from the entryway.
"Mind
your own business!"
"Don’t
embarrass me!"
Fragments
of those words reached his ears. After the demon left, Kunihiko’s mother cried
alone. She didn’t say anything to him, but after that, he could no longer ask,
“Wash Isamu’s clothes.”
In fifth
grade, Isamu shoplifted. For a few days before, he hadn’t been given much to
eat at home, and he had barely gotten by with school lunches and snacks that
Kunihiko shared with him. But on Saturday, there was no school, no lunch, and
no way to stave off his hunger. Unable to bear it any longer, Isamu acted out
of desperation. Kunihiko heard about it from his mother. That Saturday evening,
Isamu had rushed into a supermarket, grabbed a loaf of bread, and ran out. He
was caught almost immediately, but no matter how much they tried to stop him,
no matter how much they hit him, Isamu didn’t stop eating the stolen bread.
After that incident, it wasn’t just Isamu’s lazy parents who were labeled, but
Isamu himself as well.
"With
parents like that, the kid’s bound to be bad too."
Kunihiko
knew Isamu was being abused by his parents. He had seen them hit and kick him
without hesitation, even right in front of him. After the shoplifting incident,
the violence towards Isamu grew even worse, and the bruises in hidden places
deepened by the day. When the homeroom teacher saw Isamu’s back during swimming
class, they were so shocked they gasped. Even when social workers visited
Isamu’s ramshackle home to try to discuss things, his parents ignored them.
After that, Isamu stopped attending the swimming lessons he once loved so much.
“They threw
away my swim trunks.”
On the way
home from school, Isamu muttered quietly.
“I’ll lend
you mine.”
“No, if I
swim, my mom will hit me again.”
Even though
Isamu no longer swam at school, he still swam when it was just the two of them.
During summer vacation, they swam every day at a hidden pool deep in the
mountains, a place no one else knew about. Isamu would stay in the water for
what seemed like forever, like a fish, reluctant to come out. The two of them,
completely naked, would press themselves against a large, smooth rock, letting
the sun dry their wet bodies. The sun’s rays were so hot, it felt like their
heads were boiling. The constant buzz of cicadas droned in their ears like
tinnitus.
“I’ve never
cried, not even once.” Isamu said this proudly, showing off the worm-like
swelling on his back as he laughed. His face is tanned, his teeth are full of
cavities, and his front teeth are full of gaps. When it was just the two of
them, Isamu wasn’t a bullied kid. He was someone to admire, someone who could
swim and run faster than anyone.
But they
couldn’t stay children forever, chasing dragonflies and staring wide-eyed at
colorful shaved ice. As they got older, Isamu gradually became aware of the way
people looked at him and what those looks meant. And as if reflecting this,
Isamu’s behavior started to resemble that of a "truly bad kid." It
started with stealing. But unlike before, it wasn’t because he was hungry. He
now stole erasers and notebooks for the fun of seeing people get upset. That
much was still tolerable. But when he started stealing money and spending it
for fun, his already poor reputation hit rock bottom. Though scolded by both
his teacher and Kunihiko, Isamu eventually stopped stealing money, but once
trust is broken, it’s hard to regain.
“I heard
Sanada might not be able to get into middle school. You know, he’s really bad
at studying, so there’s no way he’ll make it into a regular school. They say he
might have to go to one of those special schools.”
The thought
of middle school without Isamu was unimaginable. The moment Kunihiko heard
this, his mind went blank. Despite his worries, Isamu ended up advancing to the
local middle school with Kunihiko, as if nothing had happened.
As soon as
they entered middle school, Isamu became a target for the upperclassmen and was
beaten up. After that, he grew scared of going to school. No matter how much
Kunihiko tried to encourage him, Isamu wouldn’t put on his uniform. Even when
Kunihiko managed to coax him into going, Isamu would often skip class because
he couldn’t understand the lessons. Their classes were separated, and Kunihiko
could no longer keep track of everything Isamu did, like he had before. It
wasn’t long before bad friends began to gather around Isamu, like bugs drawn to
honey. These friends would skip class with him and play around. They spent
entire days in the downtown area, stealing bicycles, and when they ran out of
money, they shoplifted. Isamu was taken into custody several times, and in the
spring of his second year, he was sent to a juvenile reformatory. The incident
that led to this was when he injured an elderly person while pickpocketing,
combined with the dire situation of his home life. While Isamu was in the
facility, Kunihiko wrote him letters several times, but not once did he get a
reply.
During
Isamu’s absence, their entire town was set to be submerged beneath a dam. The
few families who lived there all moved away. The creek they had played in, the
forest paths they used to explore—everything was swallowed up by the dark
waters.
By the time
Kunihiko became a first-year student at the prefectural high school, he heard
that Isamu had been released from the facility. It was around the time of the
May holidays, and Kunihiko, skipping soccer practice despite having just joined
the team, set out to meet Isamu. The address an old classmate had given him was
in the neighboring town. Isamu now lived in an apartment as old and dilapidated
as the house he had lived in before, slanting dangerously.
Kunihiko’s
emotions were a swirl of regret for not being able to protect Isamu back in
middle school, sadness that he hadn’t been informed of Isamu’s release, and
happiness at the prospect of seeing him again. He knocked on the door, his
feelings all jumbled together. A muffled voice came from inside. Isamu was
there. His anticipation reached its peak. There was so much to talk about after
two years of not seeing each other. The door opened. Standing there was
Isamu—his skin a little darker, wearing a stretched-out T-shirt with a sagging
collar. He had grown a little taller, but his face hadn’t changed. Isamu
glanced at his visitor with unfocused eyes and muttered,
“Who are
you?”
Kunihiko
couldn’t find any words. The loud voices of children playing in the apartment
courtyard gradually faded away.
“Hey,
someone’s here?”
A woman’s
voice came from inside the room.
“Some guy I
don’t know,” Isamu replied.
“...It’s
me, Kunihiko.”
As Isamu
started to close the door, his face shot up in surprise. He stared intently, as
if trying to bore a hole through Kunihiko with his eyes.
“Oh, it
really is Kunihiko. I didn’t recognize you at all. You’ve gotten so tall!”
Isamu
grinned, revealing the same goofy, gap-toothed smile he had always had.
“What
brings you here all of a sudden?”
“I came
because I heard you got out.”
“Who is
it?” The sound of footsteps and another voice came closer. Leaning on Isamu’s
shoulder, a woman appeared, looking up at Kunihiko. She seemed older than
Isamu, thin, with brittle-looking brown hair.
“This guy’s
my childhood friend,” Isamu said, pointing at Kunihiko.
“Huh.”
“Kunihiko,
this is my girlfriend.”
The woman
introduced as his girlfriend looked Kunihiko up and down without any hint of
politeness. Her shirt, so thin that Kunihiko could make out the outline of her
chest, made him hastily look down in embarrassment.
“He’s
handsome, but he seems serious. Is he really your friend?”
“Shut up,
stop bugging me. Go away. Kunihiko, come on in.”
The room
they entered was a small, four-and-a-half tatami-sized space. Even with the
narrow hallway connecting the kitchen and bathroom, the whole apartment seemed
smaller than Kunihiko’s own bedroom. Isamu rolled up the futon laid out on the
floor and shoved it into the corner, like he was rolling a sushi roll.
“Aren’t you
living with your parents?”
While
grabbing a can of beer from the fridge, Isamu gave a lazy, “Ahh.”
“While I
was in the facility, everyone moved out when the town was going to be submerged
by the dam, right? After that, I have no idea where they went.”
With the
move, Isamu’s parents had abandoned him. Kunihiko had always known they were
terrible parents, but he hadn’t imagined they would go as far as to leave their
own child behind. The cruel reality of it, and the anger at such irresponsible
adults, made Kunihiko’s body tremble.
"Well,
whatever, it's no big deal. But I'm glad you wrote to me. If you hadn't, I
wouldn’t have even known our town was gone. Anyway, drink up."
Isamu set
the beer down in front of him. Without hesitation, he cracked open the tab and
raised the can to his mouth, but Kunihiko lunged forward and grabbed his hand.
"We're
still minors, you know!"
From the
corner of the room, where she was intently painting her nails, Isamu's
girlfriend burst out laughing.
"Minors,
huh? That's hilarious."
Kunihiko
could feel his cheeks and ears burning. They were probably bright red. Isamu,
looking surprised, widened his eyes.
"W-What?
It's just beer. It's no big deal, everyone drinks it."
Despite
knowing he was in the right, Kunihiko couldn't help but feel embarrassed as he
scolded Isamu.
"Not
everyone drinks it. It's just the people around you, but it's actually against
the law."
Isamu
obediently set the beer down. His girlfriend kept laughing, seemingly finding
the situation endlessly amusing. The awkwardness in the room made it difficult
for Kunihiko to say anything more, so he fell silent, staring down at the
floor. In his mind, he kept repeating to himself, I’m not wrong. I’m not
wrong.
Eventually,
Isamu’s girlfriend, still giggling slightly, walked over to the closet with a
swaying gait. She retrieved something that looked like a sheet of stamps and
returned.
"Since
Isamu’s friend came all this way, here’s a little present from me."
She
shrugged, her expression mocking.
"This
stuff’s expensive, you know. So make sure to enjoy it."
She tore
off a piece from the sheet and held it out to Kunihiko. A bad feeling crept up
inside him. But no, it couldn’t be… It wasn’t possible.
"Put
the side without the picture on your tongue. You’ll feel really good, really
fast."
When
Kunihiko didn’t reach out to take it, Isamu's girlfriend gave him a
disappointed look, then handed it to Isamu instead.
"Here,
take it."
"This
stuff is seriously great. I love it."
Without
hesitation, Isamu placed the strip in his mouth, closing his eyes and taking a
deep breath.
"Ahh…"
His
expression became hazy, like he was drifting off into a fog. Kunihiko,
panicking, tackled Isamu and shoved his hand into his mouth, pulling out the
strip. Then, he snatched the remaining sheet from the girlfriend’s hands, ran
to the bathroom, and flushed it down the toilet.
"What
the hell are you doing, you idiot!"
Isamu's
girlfriend started hitting him on the back.
"Idiot!
Idiot! Do you have any idea how much that cost? Isamu, kick this jerk out
already!"
Her shrill
voice rang painfully in Kunihiko’s ears. Isamu just stood there, staring at him
in shock.
"Do
you really think that stuff is good for your body?"
"Quit
spouting your stupid logic!"
The
girlfriend screamed, clawing at Kunihiko’s face and arms. Even though she
cursed and kicked at him, Kunihiko couldn’t hit her back. She was a woman,
after all.
"Everyone
does acid! I know it’s bad for me, but who cares? It doesn’t matter! Even if we
die from this, no one gives a damn about us anyway!"
She kicked
him out of the apartment. From that day forward, Kunihiko realized his battle
with Isamu had only just begun.
Footnotes
T.N: I want to thank Runa for the Ko-fi and for purchasing the raw for this novel 💕
Wow Isamu is REALLY flawed 😭 right now I find it hard to believe Kunihko has fallen for someone like this… He isn’t especially nice, or good looking… Isamu has had a really terrible upbringing though, and the drugs…
ReplyDeleteNo need to thank me btw I really wish I could do more for you! You’re translating novels that I will never forget in my lifetime 💕💕
Isamu was like a derailed train from the start, and I feel bad for him. It’s hard to tell whether what Kunihiko feels for him is love or just pity 😞
DeleteI'm glad to know you feel that way, some of these novels also became one of my new favorites 💕