MUNDANE HURT: Chapter 15
When Masayuki Nagano said, "I have
something I need to discuss," Masanao Seishu ran through a few possible
scenarios in his head.
"I’d like to leave the firm and start my
own practice."
This was a common one. However, while Nagano
was competent, he still lacked the experience to go independent. Surely, Nagano
himself knew this.
"I’m getting married."
Another frequent announcement. But the stern
expression Nagano wore wasn’t one of someone about to share happy news.
Whatever the topic, his tense demeanor
suggested it wasn’t good news. Perhaps it was something involving the police—a
complicated situation with a family member. Nagano’s father had passed away, so
could it be his mother, her husband, or perhaps a step-sibling.
Nagano had asked for a thirty-minute meeting,
hinting it was a matter requiring some thought. Seishu suggested they grab a
meal after work, but Nagano insisted on talking in the office. Relenting,
Seishu checked his schedule and set the meeting for the next day, from 3:00 to
3:30 PM.
Even after returning home, Seishu couldn’t
shake his curiosity. As his wife chatted about her herb garden, his mind kept
returning to Nagano’s request.
I hope it’s nothing too troubling. Nagano was serious to a fault and
had a tendency to overthink.
Noticing that Seishu wasn’t paying attention,
his wife’s mood soured. Mumbling something about taking a bath, he hurried out
of the living room and escaped to the changing room.
It had been nearly fifteen years since Seishu
first met Masayuki Nagano. Nagano’s father had committed attempted murder in a
financial dispute, and Seishu had been assigned as his defense attorney.
Cases involving money were common, and this one
had been just another among many. But Nagano’s mother and 15-year-old Nagano himself
had been so devastated they seemed ready to crumble, as if they bore the guilt
of the crime themselves. Seishu had even worried they might attempt a family
suicide.
Teenage Nagano’s grim, oppressive demeanor had
been hard to witness. When Seishu learned the victim had been the father of one
of Nagano’s classmates, he felt a pang of sorrow imagining what the boy must
have endured at such a sensitive age. With a newborn of his own at the time,
the emotions hit even harder.
"If only my legs could be swapped for that
kid’s father’s life," Nagano had said, slapping his own thighs. The sight
of the boy—talented enough to compete nationally in track and field—making such
a heart-wrenching remark was almost unbearable.
For the sake of the victim’s family and to
lighten the burden on Nagano and his mother, Seishu worked tirelessly to secure
a reduced sentence for Nagano’s father. But the verdict was by the book,
offering no concessions.
Even after handling several similar cases,
Seishu couldn’t forget Nagano and his mother. Years later, when reviewing
applications for the firm’s hiring exam, he immediately recognized Nagano’s
name.
Nagano had grown into a serious-minded young
man, much as he’d been as a teenager. Looking Seishu in the eye, he said,
"I’ve always admired you and wanted to become a lawyer like you. Please
allow me to learn by your side," bowing deeply.
While Seishu had always worked diligently, he
had no remarkable achievements to show for it. His cases were modest, aligned
with his goal of being a lawyer who served ordinary people. But when Nagano
said he aspired to be like him, Seishu felt an awkward sense of humility.
After screening the applications, Seishu and
his co-manager, Takenouchi, conducted interviews with the final ten candidates.
Spreading the files across the table in the meeting room afterward, Takenouchi
tapped Nagano’s application and said, "How about him? Seems like a solid
choice."
"Are you sure about this?"
Seishu was inclined to recommend Nagano, but he
didn’t want anyone to think he was playing favorites just because they knew
each other. Nagano wasn’t that fragile teenager anymore. It was possible he had
grown into a cunning adult, using flattery and personal ties to gain an
advantage in employment.
Then again, this firm isn’t exactly prestigious
enough to warrant that kind of scheming, he thought to himself.
"His grades are excellent, and it’s bold
of him to say he didn’t even apply to any major firms because he wanted to work
here," Takenouchi said, pointing out Nagano’s sincerity. "And being
told, ‘I became a lawyer because I looked up to you’? That’s got to be a career
highlight, huh?"
Seishu felt his face heat up. "What’s a
middle-aged guy like you blushing for?" Takenouchi teased, gathering the
documents spread out across the table and placing Nagano’s on top.
"Someone like him—earnest to a fault—is
probably better suited for a small firm like ours than a big one. He doesn’t
seem like the type to thrive in cutthroat negotiations. Honestly, he’s better
off being a champion for justice in a small place like this. Kind of like
you."
Takenouchi gave Seishu’s shoulder a hearty pat
and joked, "Make him your protégé."
Nagano, their promising new recruit, hadn’t
changed much from his younger self. He was still earnest and sincere, though
rigid and lacking the flexibility often necessary for social interactions. Yet,
that honesty was one of the most critical traits for a lawyer, and Nagano’s
sincerity resonated especially well with older clients. They often remarked,
"If only I had a grandson like him," after he patiently indulged
their repetitive stories without so much as a grimace.
If Nagano’s request was about leaving the firm,
Seishu would be quietly devastated. His sharp edges had finally softened in
recent years, and he had become a dependable member of the team.
If there was a source of dissatisfaction, it
might be the salary, but that wasn’t something Seishu could fix under the
current circumstances. Or maybe Nagano wanted to take on more high-profile
cases, the kind that left a mark on history.
Sitting in his bath, Seishu let his mind
wander. These thoughts made his chest tighten with unease. I’m getting ahead
of myself. He splashed water on his face, taking a deep breath to calm
down. I won’t know anything for sure until I hear it from him.
* * *
"Do you have a moment now?"
Nagano’s voice interrupted Seishu as he worked
on some documents. For a moment, Seishu tilted his head, puzzled, before
remembering.
"Sorry to bother you during work. It’s
three o’clock..."
The uncertain tone reminded him of the request
Nagano had made yesterday. Despite brooding about it all night, Seishu had
forgotten completely after immersing himself in work.
"Give me five—no, ten minutes to finish
this."
"Understood. I’ll be waiting in the second
consultation room."
Nagano bowed slightly and walked away.
The second consultation room was a private
space, unlike the first, which was separated by partitions. Choosing that room
might mean Nagano didn’t want anyone else to overhear the conversation—or it
might just mean the first room wasn’t available.
Nagano had taken the afternoon off, so the
consultation might be personal. Still, Nagano was too straight-laced to blur
the line between work and personal matters, which was part of why he was so
trustworthy.
Finishing his work, Seishu closed his laptop
and told the secretary, "I’m heading to the second consultation room to
chat with Nagano—consider it a break." He crossed the office floor,
heading toward the back of the building.
Passing the first consultation room, he arrived
at the second, its door at the far end. Knowing who was inside, he didn’t
bother knocking before opening it.
"Sorry for keeping you waiting,"
Seishu began, stepping into the consultation room.
But the sight before him made him pause. Nagano
wasn’t alone. Sitting next to him was a man in a black sweater and dark jeans—an
ordinary, nondescript figure at first glance, but what riveted Seishu’s gaze
was the man’s face.
His cheeks, chin, and nose were swollen and
discolored, a grotesque gradient of blue, red, and yellow. It was
unmistakable—someone had beaten him badly. Despite the swelling, the man’s pale
complexion was still visible, adding to his haggard appearance.
When the battered man noticed Seishu’s stare,
he looked down, avoiding eye contact like someone with something to hide. The
second possibility… a troublesome acquaintance, Seishu thought, the phrase
leaping into his mind.
"I apologize for taking up your
time," Nagano said, standing up and bowing his head. The young man beside
him remained seated, hunched over like a wilted flower.
"It’s fine," Seishu replied, taking
the seat across from them. With the two seated side by side, it was obvious the
consultation was about this man. Judging from Nagano’s stern expression, this
wasn’t going to be pleasant.
"This is Tatsuya Nishizaki, a high school
classmate of mine," Nagano introduced him.
The man—Nishizaki—kept his gaze on the floor. He
didn’t even offer the barest courtesy of a "hello."
"The man who broke into this office
recently... was him."
"Broke in, you say... what?" The
realization hit him, and he let out a startled exclamation. "You’re
serious?"
"I’m truly sorry," Nagano said,
bowing so deeply that his forehead nearly touched the table, while Nishizaki
merely slumped further into his seat.
Seishu’s thoughts raced. This is completely
unexpected. Just last week, there had been an incident of an unauthorized
entry into the office. The intruder had escaped after being confronted by
security. Nothing was stolen, but the breach had been concerning enough for the
firm to consider installing security cameras.
"Forgive me, but… why would someone you
know break into our office?" Seishu asked, his confusion evident.
Nagano began explaining.
It started with a chance reunion. After meeting
Nishizaki for the first time in years, Nagano had learned that his former
classmate was in dire straits—homeless and in poor health. Moved by pity,
Nagano had taken Nishizaki into his home.
But Nishizaki had ulterior motives. He needed
evidence from a case Nagano was working on, a video footage he intended to
steal. When Nagano didn’t bring the files home, Nishizaki grew desperate and
attempted to break into the office.
Why was Nishizaki so eager for these legal
documents? Because he had gotten entangled with the yakuza. They were using
him, demanding he retrieve the case materials—evidence that, if submitted in
court, would damage their position.
Seishu processed the story. Breaking into a
law office? That’s not something an ordinary thief would do. He had
considered that this might be the act of a disgruntled party from a previous
case, but the reality was even more troubling: an active case involving
organized crime.
"I deeply regret the trouble I’ve caused
the office. I intend to take Nishizaki to the police for trespassing after
this," Nagano concluded, his tone resolute.
"What?" The word burst from
Nishizaki.
"The police? I-I didn’t agree to
that!" His swollen lips trembled as he spoke.
"You seem unaware, but what you did is
something you can be arrested for!" Nagano's sharp tone lashed out,
causing Nishizaki to bite his lip and slump like a withered plant. His voice
carried no hesitation—it was clear Nagano was fully intent on turning his
former classmate over to the authorities.
If someone had been injured, property damaged,
or stolen, Seishu would agree that Nishizaki needed to turn himself in. But
given that no actual harm had occurred, leniency seemed reasonable.
"Nagano," Seishu interjected.
Still wearing a stern expression, Nagano turned
to him.
"I understand the situation. Since there
wasn’t any real damage, and it doesn’t look like there will be any further
issues, there’s no need to escalate this by involving the police."
Nagano shook his head firmly.
"No, I can’t let it go like that. Besides,
this incident led you to install surveillance cameras in the office. That
unnecessary expense is on us."
Nagano’s stubborn streak was in full display.
"This incident may have been the catalyst,
but I’ve been considering adding cameras for a while now," Seishu
countered, attempting to calm him.
"Even so, it was this incident that made
the decision for you. Please, let Nishizaki and me share the cost
equally."
"Look, that’s not—"
"Please," Nagano pressed, his tone
polite but unyielding.
Seishu cast a glance at Nishizaki. The younger
man’s demeanor, bored and detached, seemed to be mocking Nagano’s earnestness.
It was clear that Nagano bore most of the responsibility in his own mind, but
Seishu couldn’t ignore that the fault largely rested with Nishizaki. And yet,
Nishizaki showed no trace of remorse. It was hard not to suspect that Nagano
had coerced him into this cost-sharing agreement.
What a mess, Seishu thought, resting his chin on his hand
as he considered how best to proceed.
While he understood Nagano’s sense of responsibility,
asking him to shoulder part of the cost still didn’t sit well. That said,
Nagano’s insistence on sharing the burden also revealed that he couldn’t fully
abandon Nishizaki, a sign that their relationship was more than mere
acquaintanceship.
Seishu leaned back in his chair, his decision
forming. Nishizaki could pay his share as a kind of compensation, but he
couldn’t in good conscience accept money from Nagano. Seishu resolved to subtly
return Nagano’s portion by adding a little extra to his bonus later—it might go
unnoticed by Nagano, but at least I’ll feel better about it.
"All right," Seishu said at last.
"You can cover the cost of the cameras and installation. Consider it your
way of making amends. Nishizaki, you won’t need to turn yourself in. Since
we’re settling this privately, there’s no reason to involve the authorities
further. Frankly, I’d rather not spend any more time on this either."
"Thank you," Nagano replied, relief
flickering across his face.
“When the costs are finalized, I’ll pay my
share immediately. As for Nishizaki, he’s unemployed and broke, so he can’t pay
right away. But once he’s back on his feet and can start repaying, I’ll make
sure he handles it, even if it’s in installments,” Nagano declared.
“You—don’t just decide that on your own!”
Nishizaki, silent until now, burst out, his
stiff expression twitching with tension.
“Installments? Who made you the boss?” His
words dripped with anger, but Nagano turned an icy gaze on him—colder and
sharper than anything Seishu had ever seen before. The chill in his voice cut
through the room.
"I’m calling the shots because someone has
to take responsibility—and clearly, you won’t," Nagano said, each word
measured and unforgiving.
Nishizaki recoiled, his rage deflating under
the weight of Nagano’s unrelenting tone. Seishu felt a glimmer of admiration
for Nagano’s resolve but couldn’t shake the tension in the air.
This isn’t over yet, he thought, watching Nishizaki
slump back in his seat like a cornered animal.
“Do you have another option?” Nagano asked
evenly.
“I’ll borrow from someone I know,” Nishizaki
shot back.
“Do you even have someone left who’d lend you
money?” Nagano retorted, and Nishizaki fell silent.
“Even if I don’t, I’ll figure something out!”
Nishizaki snapped defiantly.
“You won’t figure it out,” Nagano said bluntly.
“Whether you’re thinking of borrowing from someone or using a consumer loan,
paying back what you owe yourself will help you realize the consequences of
what you’ve done.”
“I... I don’t want to deal with this forever!”
Nishizaki’s voice cracked, desperation seeping through.
“And whose fault is that? You caused this! If
the police had gotten involved, you wouldn’t have had any room to complain.
Instead, Seishu-sensei here has chosen to let you settle it financially. Stop
whining and take responsibility.”
The tension between the two was palpable, the
air bristling with the intensity of their argument. Nagano’s words were
flawless, like something from a textbook. But life isn’t lived according to
textbooks, and overly righteous words can sometimes corner someone. Isn’t he
being too harsh? Seishu thought. After all, this is his friend.
Shouldn’t he consider their relationship and show a little more understanding?
Nishizaki, like a chastised child, clamped his mouth
shut and turned his face downward, tears glistening in his eyes before he
quickly looked away.
“My apologies for arguing like this in front of
you,” Nagano said, bowing his head to Seishu.
That’s when Seishu realized—Nishizaki didn’t
truly feel sorry for the trouble he caused. Nor did he genuinely agree to cover
the surveillance camera costs. It seemed he was merely playing along for
appearances’ sake. Yet, despite his lack of remorse, Nishizaki hadn’t run away.
He had followed Nagano here and was at least pretending to apologize. Why? Is
it because, even after all this, he still wants to remain friends with Nagano?
Seishu couldn’t think of another reason.
“I’m truly, deeply sorry for all the trouble
we’ve caused,” Nagano said again, taking all the responsibility on himself.
“Enough with the apologies. I was surprised at
first, but now that I know what happened, I actually feel relieved. Besides,
thanks to you two, I’m getting surveillance cameras installed for free,” Seishu
quipped, attempting a lighthearted tone. His attempt at humor, however, fell
flat, Seishu suddenly recalled being told by Takenouchi, “You have no sense of humor.”
“Also, I know this is presumptuous of me, but
I’d like you to accept this.”
Nagano slid a white envelope across the table.
Written on it in clear handwriting was the word “Resignation.” Seishu
glanced at Nagano’s face and then back at the envelope, unable to grasp why it
was being handed to him.
“What’s this?” Seishu asked, puzzled.
“It’s my resignation,” Nagano said, his
expression composed but solemn.
Seishu stared at the envelope and then at
Nagano. “Resignation? Why?”
“I cannot allow myself to burden you or this
office any further. Please, let me resign.”
A wave of cold sweat ran down Seishu’s back.
“No, no, no. The issue of the break-in is settled—you’re covering the costs,
and that’s that. There’s no need to quit!”
Nishizaki looked just as shocked. “Wh-what? Why
the hell are you quitting?”
“The break-in may be settled, thanks to
Seishu’s generosity, but Nishizaki still has other unresolved issues,” Nagano
replied.
“Even if Nishizaki has problems, that’s no
reason for you to resign,” Seishu countered.
Nagano fell silent, his gaze heavy with
unspoken weight. There’s more to this story, Seishu realized. Something
Nagano isn’t saying.
"Even if you're planning to resign, I
can't accept it without a more convincing reason. You’ll need to provide an
explanation that makes sense," Seishu said firmly, his expression growing
stern.
Nagano pursed his lips tightly and furrowed his
brow, clearly grappling with his thoughts. After a long pause, he finally
muttered the same refrain, "I don’t want to cause you any more
trouble."
"Whether it’s trouble or not is for me to
decide. I can’t make a judgment unless you tell me the whole story. If you’re
going to leave, at least explain yourself properly—it’s only fair and
respectful to me."
Using words like "fair" and
"respectful" seemed to strike a chord with Nagano. His clenched fists
relaxed slightly, and he took a deep breath before saying, "Please don’t
tell anyone about this." He then began his explanation.
"There’s an unresolved murder case. The
main perpetrator is a yakuza, and the victim is an acquaintance of Nishizaki.
Nishizaki knows about the circumstances of the case and has also been subjected
to violence by the yakuza. I intend to make him file a report with the police,
which will hopefully lead to the murder case being opened. I’m planning to take
on his defense for this matter."
Seishu blinked. He had expected something far
less severe—perhaps debts or petty theft. But a murder case? One involving the
yakuza? This was the kind of mess that made him want to bury his head in his
hands.
"Are you certain about this murder?"
Seishu asked, clinging to the faint hope that it might all be a
misunderstanding.
"I’ve been told that the victim was killed
and buried. I don’t think it’s a lie," Nagano replied gravely.
Seishu exhaled slowly. This was going to be
complicated. But despite the weight of the revelation, he didn’t regret hearing
it. He couldn’t afford to.
He nodded thoughtfully. "In that case,
Nishizaki should officially hire our firm. If we assign the case to you, you
wouldn’t have to leave the firm."
"But Nishizaki is someone who’s caused
trouble for the office," Nagano protested.
"We’ll receive compensation for that
trouble, won’t we? If he becomes a client, there’s no issue. I’d much rather
have you stay—you’re a valuable asset to us now."
Nagano hesitated, saying, “But that still
feels... wrong.” Seishu cut him off firmly.
"Honestly, your resignation would hurt us
more than anything right now. Stay, if only to help me out."
After much persuasion, Nagano finally relented
with a reluctant nod.
Seishu took the resignation letter Nagano had
handed him and slipped it into his jacket pocket. This is the kind of thing
that’s best disposed of quickly. It’s bad for one’s peace of mind.
A knock on the door broke the moment.
"Nagano-san, may I have a moment?" It was the receptionist’s voice.
"What is it?" Nagano asked.
"There’s a call from Mikoshiba-san. He
insists on speaking with you. I’ve explained that you’re off today, but he
refuses to take no for an answer."
Nagano glanced at Seishu.
"Go ahead. We’ve finished our talk,
haven’t we?" Seishu said.
"Yes, but…"
"Unless you’re hiding another
heart-stopping revelation?"
"No, I’ve told you everything."
"Then you should go. Mikoshiba won’t
listen to anyone but you."
Nagano turned to Nishizaki. "Stay here.
I’ll be back shortly." To Seishu, he bowed and said, "Excuse me, I’ll
take my leave for now," before stepping out of the room.
Left alone with the trespasser, Seishu sized
him up. Even under his sweater, it was clear Nishizaki was
thin—"gaunt" was a better word. Despite his apparent connection to
the yakuza, he didn’t exude the roughness of a thug. Why was that? Seishu
pondered until it hit him— it was his posture. It wasn’t slouched like most
delinquents’.
"Hey," the man muttered, breaking the
silence.
"What is it?" Seishu asked, expecting
another complaint.
"I don’t have any money."
Of course, it was about money.
"As for the security camera costs, a
payment plan is fine," Seishu offered.
"Not that. I’m talking about hiring this
office. You and that guy decided that on your own, but seriously, I don’t have
a single yen."
The man’s situation was clear—no job, no home.
If he had intended to hire Nagano privately, he would have needed money even
then. Was he planning to bargain for a 'friends discount'? Seishu mused.
That’s not happening here.
"If you sign a written agreement, we can
discuss flexible payment options," Seishu said.
"Ugh, this is such a hassle," the man
spat, his voice tinged with irritation, before looking down again. His attitude
grated on Seishu, but in this line of work, he’d learned not to let every
outburst get under his skin.
"Have you thought about looking for
work?" Seishu tried.
"With my face looking like this? No way
anyone’s hiring me for a part-time job or anything."
Seishu had to admit, the bruised and swollen
face told a story of violence loud and clear. It would indeed take courage to
hire someone with such visible evidence of trouble.
"I can’t even rent a place without money,
and then there’s the deposit. Before that, I need to eat or I’ll die.
Seriously, I don’t have a dime. Even these lame clothes? Borrowed the cash for
them from him." He gestured vaguely toward Nagano’s absence.
The man emphasized his lack of money with a
desperate insistence. It was also clear that Nagano hadn’t spoiled him despite
their friendship. Nagano had clearly drawn firm boundaries, likely because this
was the kind of person who would take advantage if given an inch.
"If you’re struggling that much, have you
considered applying for welfare assistance? Just temporarily, until you get
back on your feet," Seishu suggested.
The man’s face stiffened instantly. Seishu
blinked, surprised by the reaction.
"Just until things stabilize," he
added, trying to smooth things over.
But the man’s expression grew darker, his
feelings almost painfully transparent. His pride had been wounded.
"I don’t need that. I’ll just work like a
normal person," the man said curtly.
"Isn’t the whole point of this
conversation that working right now is difficult?" Seishu countered.
The man fell silent again.
Seishu continued, his tone patient but firm.
"If you’re serious about hiring us, you’ll need to pay properly for the
legal services. We’re flexible in some situations, like with minors or those
with severe health issues, but your case doesn’t fall into those
categories."
He took a breath before adding, "Why not
start by visiting your local government office? If you explain your situation,
they can give you advice or connect you with resources. Professionals can help
you figure out a clear path forward."
The man remained silent, stubbornly refusing to
engage. Seishu glanced at the clock; the thirty minutes he had set aside for
this discussion were almost up, and he needed to move on to his next task.
As he was about to rise, a low murmur stopped
him.
"This sucks."
It was loud enough that ignoring it wasn’t an
option.
"You mean your current situation is
difficult?" Seishu asked carefully.
"My body hurts, my face hurts, everything
hurts. And on top of that, all I hear is ‘money, money, money,’ or ‘work, work,
work.’"
"That’s why I suggested welfare—"
"I told you, I hate that idea!" the
man snapped.
"Then perhaps it would be better to drop
the idea of hiring us," Seishu said.
The man’s expression wavered. He didn’t say no,
didn’t reject the idea of hiring the office. He clearly wanted their help but
refused to pay the required fees, rejecting every piece of practical advice
offered. In the end, it was all about pride. He was stubbornly clinging to his
pride while simultaneously leaning on others.
Still, Nagano’s approach hadn’t been gentle,
either. He didn’t mince words in revealing the man’s financial troubles to Seishu,
completely disregarding the man’s fragile ego. It was tough, but it was true.
"Nagano can be a bit harsh with his
friends," Seishu remarked, observing the man take a deep, steadying
breath.
“I think he only acted that way because he’s
worried about you—”
Before Seishu could finish, tears spilled from
the man’s swollen, discolored eyes. He flinched at the sight. The man hastily
wiped at his face, but the tears kept falling, dripping onto his jeans. All it
took was the smallest gesture of empathy, and he broke. How much pressure
must he be under?
“That bastard can just go die,” the man spat,
his voice laced with venom. But Seishu knew better than to take such words at
face value. Despite the curse, this man was clearly relying on Nagano. Yet
Nagano’s coldness had left him struggling, trying to balance on a crumbling
emotional ledge. Still, Seishu found it difficult to muster much sympathy. The
man showed no true remorse, and pity only went so far when faced with someone
like this.
Some people are just irredeemably weak. Seishu understood that. He also
knew that preaching "common sense" to people incapable of coping with
it was an exercise in futility.
When Nagano returned to the room, the man
scrambled to wipe his face, his frantic movements making him wince in pain.
Nagano, unimpressed, looked down at him with eyes as cold as steel.
“We’re leaving,” he said flatly.
“Nagano, could I have a word with you?” Seishu
asked, gesturing for Nagano to step outside. Closing the door behind them, he
spoke in a low voice to keep their conversation private.
“About him—I’ve only just met him, so I can’t
say for sure, but he strikes me as unusually sensitive,” Seishu began.
Nagano’s lips parted slightly, as though he had
something to say, but he remained silent.
“He seems proud, but he’s also clearly at his
breaking point,” Seishu continued. “Did you notice?”
“Did you talk with him?” Nagano asked, his tone
clipped.
“Just a little, about his financial situation.
People like him tend to use biting words to mask their true feelings. It’s best
not to take them too seriously or back them into a corner.”
Nagano’s face hardened in visible frustration,
his usual composure giving way to something sharper.
“He’s an irresponsible and deceitful man,”
Nagano said firmly. “He lies without hesitation and manipulates people. I’m
tired of being deceived by him.”
Seishu could see that Nagano’s feelings ran
deep, but there was a layer of nuance that Nagano might not fully grasp.
“If you feel that way, cutting ties would be
perfectly reasonable. No one would fault you for it. So why take on such a
troublesome case?”
“Because he formally requested my help.”
Seishu smiled faintly at Nagano’s stoic reply.
“And that’s enough reason for you to help him?”
“I don’t need any other reason.”
“But isn’t he a friend?”
“He’s an acquaintance, not a friend.”
An acquaintance. Yet despite being lied to and
betrayed, Nagano still chose to stay involved. Seishu couldn’t wrap his head
around it.
“Whatever he told you, please leave this matter
to me,” Nagano said, drawing a firm line. “I’ll make sure it doesn’t cause any
trouble for you or the office.”
It was rare to see Nagano so stubborn, so
insistent. Seishu couldn’t help but wonder what drove this behavior.
He’s angry, Seishu realized. He’s been angry this whole
time. Angry at the man for his lies, his betrayal. But isn’t anger born of
disappointment? And isn’t disappointment rooted in trust? Nagano must have
cared deeply about him once.
Now, it almost seemed like Nagano’s insistence
on staying involved was a form of revenge—calculated, cold, and detached. And
yet, why had the man sought Nagano’s help in the first place, knowing how
coldly he’d be treated?
Their relationship was like two jagged spheres
smashing into each other, fracturing further with every collision. Seishu
wasn’t sure how to navigate such a tangled mess of emotions, but he offered
what little support he could.
“This could turn into a major case,” he said
cautiously. “If you ever need help, don’t hesitate to come to me.”
"Thank you for your consideration,"
Nagano said, his tone steady yet laced with an unspoken edge. The words carried
a dual meaning—part genuine gratitude, part a subtle stay out of this.
Seishu watched as Nagano and the man left the
office. The man, his bruised and swollen face partially hidden beneath the hood
of his coat—pulled low even though they were indoors—walked hurriedly down the
hallway.
What a pair, Seishu thought. The overly serious and
unyielding subordinate, paired with the weepy, penniless client who seemed
unable to pull himself together. The situation gnawed at his curiosity, leaving
him wondering what would happen between them. Yet Nagano’s implicit warning to
stay uninvolved lingered, cautioning him against interference.
If only Nagano could ease up on him just a
little, Seishu
mused as he returned to his desk. He picked up the coffee his secretary had
brought him and took a sip, savoring the warmth against the unease that still
lingered.
It seems that Nagano is parenting Nishizaki in a way that Nishizaki never had when growing up
ReplyDeleteSomeone here mentioned that Nishizaki lacked love and proper parenting growing up, so it makes sense that Nagano's overprotective nature is exactly what he craves.
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