About Love: Chapter 2
From deep within the examination
room, the sound of a child crying echoed once again. It was truly a wretched
wail. Across from him, Sasagawa gently placed a hand on his right cheek and let
out a small sigh.
"Going to the dentist is
unpleasant no matter how old you get, isn't it?"
"It really is. I've been coming
here for three months now, but not once have I ever looked forward to it."
Sasagawa’s eyes widened in surprise.
Unsure why he had elicited such a reaction, Asaka tilted his head.
"…That sounds rough, having to
go for so long."
Only after hearing those words did
it finally dawn on him—most people don’t spend three whole months visiting the
dentist.
"I just have a lot of cavities.
My upper teeth, my lower teeth, and even my wisdom teeth... People always laugh
at me for it. They say, 'What are you, some kid who doesn’t know how to brush
his teeth properly?'"
As he spoke, Sasagawa brought a hand
to his mouth, his shoulders shaking slightly with laughter. The corners of his
eyes drooped just a little more than before.
"Ah, no, I’m sorry for
laughing. It’s just… Back when you were handling our wedding, you were always
so impeccably dressed in a suit, and the contrast is just—"
If possible, Asaka would have
preferred for Sasagawa to remember only that polished, professional version of
himself. But it was far too late for that now.
The cuckoo clock on the waiting room
wall let out a single bong. It was already 8:30p.m. Perhaps the child’s
treatment was taking longer than expected—his turn was slightly delayed.
"If you’re home late, won’t
your wife be lonely?"
At Asaka’s words, Sasagawa looked
momentarily caught off guard.
"Ah… well, yes, I suppose
so."
"You mentioned she’s good at
cooking, didn’t you? As someone who still survives on convenience store meals,
I can’t help but be envious."
"That’s true. Compared to when
I was single, I probably eat a much more balanced diet now."
As Sasagawa spoke, he gently rubbed
the wedding ring on his left ring finger. A small, absentminded gesture—but to
Asaka, it felt like a glimpse into the quiet affection Sasagawa held for his
wife.
"Actually, Haruka and I talked
about going to thank you together sometime. But we just never found the right
opportunity."
"Oh, please, you don’t need to
go out of your way for that. If anything, I should be the one apologizing… for
making such a huge blunder."
The moment he said it, the nightmare
of stepping on the bride’s dress flashed through his mind.
Sasagawa tilted his head slightly
and gave a small smile.
"Even if it was work, you
treated us with sincerity. My wife and I still appreciate that."
The examination room door swung
open. A child emerged, crying loudly, and in exchange, Asaka’s name was called.
"Ah, well then, if you’ll
excuse me."
He stepped into the room and settled
into the treatment chair. Asaka found himself recalling the day, three years
ago, when he had started working at Dragée.
His mother had tearfully protested,
"A job like that—it’s for women…!" His father had refused to speak to
him for a while. His older sister hadn’t said anything outright, but she
certainly hadn’t raised her hands in approval, either.
He had pushed through their
opposition and chosen this path. Not once had he regretted it. Even after
making a catastrophic mistake at the wedding, there were still people who
expressed their gratitude to him. A warmth spread in his chest, trickling all
the way to his fingertips.
By the time Asaka finished his
treatment and stepped out of the examination room, Sasagawa was sitting in one
of the chairs further inside. He recognized him instantly—his feet, larger than
most, stuck out noticeably from the chair.
After settling his bill, Asaka found
himself checking the schedule with the receptionist as he arranged his next
appointment. On impulse, he asked:
"When will Sasagawa-san be
coming in next?"
The receptionist blinked. "Oh,
is he an acquaintance of yours?"
He nodded.
"Let’s see… Sasagawa-san booked
his last two appointments for Wednesdays at eight, so he’ll probably come
around the same time next week."
With that in mind, Asaka scheduled
his next appointment for Wednesday at 7:30 before stepping out of the clinic.
During the day, the asphalt had been
so hot it felt as if it might melt—but at night, the air was unexpectedly cool,
a quiet reminder that September had arrived.
A faint breeze drifted through the
office district. For a moment, he thought he heard the soft chime of wind
bells.
Turning his head slightly, he
glanced back. Then, alone on the street, he let himself hum a tune, his steps
light as he made his way toward the station.
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That morning, Asaka had spent time
speaking with two young clients—one nineteen, the other twenty-two. By the time
he returned from the consultation room to the office, having run slightly over
the scheduled time, it was exactly noon.
His next appointment wasn’t until
1:30 in the afternoon. Figuring he should take the opportunity to grab lunch
now, he reached for his wallet from the bag beside his desk—just as Kohara
returned from outside.
"Oh my, Asaka. Are you heading
out for lunch?"
"Yes."
"I’ll come with you. There’s
something I want to talk about, too."
With his boss—an "angel"
in front of clients, a "demon" in the workplace—by his side, Asaka
stepped out of the office.
The air was dry, yet the harsh
sunlight stung his eyes. He hadn’t even walked a few meters before beads of
sweat formed on his forehead.
They entered a small restaurant
nearby. The moment they sat down, Kohara let out a long sigh.
"Seriously, it’s almost
October, and it’s still this hot. It’s unbearable."
She ran a hand through her long,
straight hair, furrowing her brows in irritation. Reaching for the glass of
water that had just been set down, she took a sip before speaking again.
"By the way, how were the
clients this morning?"
Asaka recalled the girl with dyed
brown hair, her face darkened from the sun except for the area around her eyes,
and the young man wearing a bold-patterned shirt with a piercing in his lip.
"Well… Neither of them seem to
have a solid grasp of reality yet. I don’t think they have a clear image in
their minds. But depending on how things go, it could turn into something
interesting."
Kohara chuckled. When she laughed,
fine lines appeared at the corners of her eyes, suited to her age.
Dressed in a sleek, well-fitted
suit, she carried an air of sophistication. She was undeniably beautiful.
Looking at her now, it was hard to believe she was approaching forty. The fact
that she was also a mother of two elementary school children made it all the
more surprising.
"I was debating whether to
assign them to Takahashi-chan or you," she said. "But I’m glad I
chose you. Some staff get put off by clients with a… unique vibe, but you tend
to find them entertaining."
Their lunch—hot sandwiches—arrived.
Kohara was particularly fond of the
hot sandwiches at this restaurant, and she bit into hers with obvious delight.
"Maybe it’s the difference
between men and women. We tend to plan things in meticulous detail from the
bride’s perspective, but you, Asaka, you’re bold. You come up with ideas no
one’s ever thought of before and actually make them happen. When you get
clients who want something unconventional, you really get to showcase your
strengths."
Being praised felt good. Maybe she
had some expectations for him after all.
"Oh, that reminds me—I ran into
Sasagawa-sama at the dentist last week," Asaka said.
Kohara paused, setting her fork down
after taking a bite of salad.
"Sasagawa-sama… You mean the
first client you ever organized? The one whose bride’s dress you stepped
on—"
Asaka gave a wry smile, and Kohara
quickly apologized.
"Ah, sorry. You still think
about it, don’t you?"
"It’s fine. I actually consider
it a valuable learning experience now. I only saw the husband, but he seemed to
be doing well. Since I’ll probably see him again this Wednesday, I was thinking
of sending them flowers. Their anniversary is coming up, after all..."
Kohara’s expression immediately
darkened.
"That’s… not something I’d
recommend."
Her tone was unusually strict.
"You know the rule—unless the
client reaches out to us first, we don’t get involved. One in two marriages
ends in divorce these days. Just because they were at the peak of happiness
last year doesn’t mean they still are now. If a couple whose love has cooled
suddenly receives a ‘congratulations’ from us, all we’re doing is making them
uncomfortable."
Kohara was right. Asaka understood
that well enough.
"We only talked briefly, but
they seemed to be doing fine. I’d never send a gift if I thought it was a bad
idea," he said, standing his ground.
Still, Kohara’s stern expression
didn’t waver.
"I don’t have the right to tell
you not to do it," she said at last, though her tone remained
disapproving.
From that point on, the meal became
awkward. Conversation dwindled, and Asaka pretended to focus on his food.
As she sipped her post-meal coffee, Kohara
murmured, almost to herself, "Sasagawa-sama, huh…"
"Sasagawa-sama left an
impression on me too. Not just because of the trouble, but… how should I put
it? There was something about those two that felt off to me."
From Asaka’s perspective, they had
seemed like the ideal married couple—considerate of each other, affectionate,
perfectly in sync. That was why, if anything, Kohara’s words felt out of place.
"Of course, this is just my
personal impression," she continued. "They were both kind and gentle
people. But the bride… she didn’t seem enthusiastic about the wedding. Almost
indifferent. That always stuck with me. At the same time, I didn’t get the
sense that she lacked love for her husband. That’s what made them such a
strange couple to me."
The planning had gone almost too
smoothly for a first-time project. If her lack of strong preferences had simply
been due to her indifference, that would make sense. But Asaka didn’t want to
believe that was the case.
Kohara finished the last of her
coffee.
"It’s all just speculation, of
course. The only way to know the truth would be to ask them directly. But if
they’re still doing well as a couple, then that’s good. Sasagawa-sama was a
special client for you, after all. Do as you like. Just make sure this is the
only time."
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Asaka never caught sight of Sasagawa
in the waiting room. When he finished his treatment and went to pay, he asked
the receptionist, "Is Sasagawa-sama here today?"
"He's in the middle of
treatment right now," the receptionist replied.
Asaka stepped out of the dental
clinic and descended the stairs. Outside, the rain was relentless, pounding
down as if trying to drown the world. He peeked into the bag in his hand—a
small bouquet, arranged by a florist he often worked with. When he mentioned
that it was a wedding anniversary gift and that he intended to give it to the
husband first, she had thoughtfully placed the bouquet in a washi paper bag.
“Some men don’t like carrying flowers around,” she had said.
Now, Asaka stood in front of a
closed-down mobile phone shop on the first floor, waiting for Sasagawa to come
out. He watched the downpour, wondering if Sasagawa would mind carrying the
bouquet home in this weather. Every time he heard footsteps descending the
stairs, he looked up—only to find it wasn’t him.
He had been waiting for nearly
thirty minutes when another set of footsteps echoed down. A long, broad shadow
stretched across the floor. Sasagawa, slightly hunched forward and holding an
umbrella in one hand, reached the bottom of the stairs and stopped when he
spotted Asaka standing in front of the shuttered store.
"We meet again," he said
with a friendly smile. "Are you here for an appointment, Asaka-san?"
"No, I’ve already finished my treatment."
Sasagawa glanced briefly outside at
the heavy rain.
"Are you waiting for someone to
pick you up?"
"No..."
He tilted his head slightly but
didn’t press further.
"Actually, I just finished my
dental treatment today," Asaka said.
"That’s great," Sasagawa
replied. Despite the torrential rain, his expression looked strangely
refreshed.
They exchanged a few casual words
while Sasagawa’s gaze, set higher than Asaka’s, kept checking the rain outside.
Asaka stole another glance into the paper bag in his hands. Would giving
flowers on a day like this just be a nuisance? His fingers hesitated, fidgeting
with the handle. But he knew there was no point in taking them back home—and he
would probably regret it if he didn’t give them now.
Thinking of him as someone he would
never meet again cleared his doubts. Asaka suddenly held out the paper bag to
Sasagawa.
"It might be an inconvenience
on a day like this, but please accept this."
Sasagawa took the bag, peeked
inside, and then looked at Asaka with a curious expression.
"If I remember correctly, this
Sunday is your wedding anniversary. Please accept this as a small token."
His eyes widened in surprise, then
gradually narrowed, until his entire face lit up with a smile.
"That’s right... You actually
remembered. Thank you. I’m sure my wife will be happy."
He bowed deeply.
"Please don’t worry about it.
It was just something I wanted to do. Well then..."
Overcome by embarrassment, Asaka
turned and stepped forward without thinking.
"Asaka-san, watch out—"
He barely registered Sasagawa’s
words before it was too late. He collided head-on with a stout middle-aged
woman entering from outside.
Due to the weight difference, Asaka
was the one who bounced back, landing squarely on his rear.
"What on earth? You startled
me!"
The woman placed a hand on her chest
and spoke in an irritated tone.
"I-I’m terribly sorry!"
Asaka scrambled to his feet and
bowed reflexively—apologizing had become second nature from his work in
customer service. The woman gave him a sharp glare before dramatically turning
away with a huff, stomping up the stairs with heavy footsteps.
"Are you alright?"
Even Sasagawa’s concern only
deepened Asaka’s humiliation. He had planned to simply hand over the flowers
and leave discreetly, yet here he was, making a complete fool of himself.
"I apologize for the
embarrassing scene," he said with a forced smile, his voice barely above a
whisper.
Unable to bear the awkwardness any
longer, he finally turned to leave—only for Sasagawa to stop him with a
hesitant, "Um..."
"If you don’t mind, could I
have your business card again? You gave me one last year, but I seem to have
misplaced it."
The unexpected request caught Asaka
off guard. He had no idea why Sasagawa would want his business card now, after
all this time.
"Am I troubling you?"
Sasagawa’s expression turned
slightly uncertain at Asaka’s lack of response.
"Ah, no, not at all."
He hurriedly fished a business card
from his bag. Sasagawa handed him his own in return. Even as they exchanged
cards, Asaka knew it was nothing more than a polite gesture. He would never
contact him, and Asaka wouldn’t reach out either. Yet, he felt certain that he
would never forget the name printed on the card—Sasagawa Yoshirou.
"This might be a strange thing
to say after all this time, but... Sasagawa-sama, you were my first client when
I became a bridal coordinator."
His gaze met Asaka’s directly.
"It was my very first job, and
I knew I couldn’t afford to fail. But I made a huge mistake. Back then, I
seriously thought about quitting. But you and your wife never blamed me—not
even once. Instead, you showed me kindness and gratitude. Because of that, I
found the resolve to keep going, to work harder."
As his words trailed off, the sound
of the relentless rain seemed even louder.
And suddenly, he wondered—perhaps to
this man, his personal struggles meant nothing at all. As long as the wedding
went well, it didn’t matter whether the coordinator was a rookie or a veteran.
It was only now that he truly realized it.
"We were the ones who were
grateful. You took care of us with such kindness and dedication. Thank
you."
With those words, he extended his
right hand.
The moment Asaka grasped it, a deep
warmth spread through his chest, trembling like a quiet flame.
Even after Sasagawa disappeared into
the rain, that warmth refused to fade.
As Asaka stepped into the downpour, his
heart felt weightless. A fragment of an old song surfaced in his mind, and he
hummed it softly. He wasn’t elegant enough to say he was enjoying the rain—but in his heart, the sky was as clear and blue
as a perfect sunny day.
Could it be Asaka is only clumsy when he’s around Sasagawa? 😅 He doesn’t make mistakes normally
ReplyDeleteHe seems really aware of Sasagawa and even gets flustered at times. That clumsy side of him is so adorable—it’s like he’s shy around his crush! 🫢
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