B.L.T: Chapter 14
After his second class ended, Masato
Kitazawa tried to leave the lecture hall but was stopped at the entrance. He’d
thought the weather had looked suspicious since morning, and sure enough, it
had started to rain.
Just a light drizzle, but the
distant scenery was hazy. A student coming from behind shot him an irritated
glance as they sidestepped his still figure.
Snapping out of it, Kitazawa broke
into a run through the rain. The trees in the distance looked beautiful,
blurred like they were veiled. Maybe he was the only one who could still admire
the view while getting drenched.
Ever since June began, it had been
nothing but rain. He supposed that was just how the rainy season went, but
still, day after day of it made going outside a chore. Weekends, whenever he
had the time, he shut himself up indoors. Not in his own room, though…
That faintly sentimental mood
vanished completely once the cafeteria came into sight and hunger struck hard.
He lined up at the meal ticket
counter, torn until the last moment between curry and the heavier daily lunch,
but ended up going with the daily.
Seeing no acquaintances, Kitazawa
sat off to the side of the cafeteria, silently wrestling with the heaping tray.
“Kitazawa, huh,” a voice greeted
him.
Sitting down across from him was
Ashiya Minehiko, a fellow third-year.
“What’re you eating? The daily
special?”
“Yeah.”
Ashiya clicked his tongue. “Looks
good… should’ve gone with that instead of curry.” He set down his tray.
“By the way, you haven’t been
showing up to club at all lately.”
“Have I?”
Kitazawa sipped the thin, water-like
tea. He was technically in the Marine Sports Club, a haphazard circle
where surfing, jet skiing, and yachting all got lumped together. He’d joined
for the scuba diving, but since there were hardly any members for that, he only
showed up at mixers now. He’d become a full-fledged ghost member.
“Still awkward about what happened
with Shimonuma?” Ashiya asked.
“Huh?” Kitazawa blinked.
Shimonuma, who’d worked with him at
the bookstore (the part-time job Kitazawa himself had introduced her to), had
quit about two months earlier. Her feelings for him had been obvious, and when
he’d turned her down with a blunt, “I already like someone else,” the
very next day she’d asked to resign, citing “being too busy with schoolwork.” Omiya
had accepted her request.
Kitazawa didn’t remember things
being nearly as messy as “awkward.”
“At one point, there was a rumor
going around. That you confessed to Shimonuma even though she already had a
boyfriend, and she quit the job because she didn’t know how to deal with you.”
“What the hell is that supposed to
be?”
The story hit him out of nowhere.
“A friend of hers, someone close,
said they’d heard it straight from Shimonuma.”
Not wanting to admit she’d been
turned down, and taking advantage of Kitazawa’s absence from the club, maybe
Shimonuma had spun the story however she liked.
“She’s not even my type. Total
nonsense.”
When Kitazawa brushed it off, Ashiya
tilted his head. “Yeah? That so?”
“Come to think of it, this is the
first time I’ve actually had a proper chat with you since the welcome party.
After that, the new freshmen kept asking me over and over, ‘Is Kitazawa-senpai
not coming?’”
“Huh.”
He muttered it like it was someone
else’s problem.
“There were some pretty cute girls,
too. You should drop by the club sometime.”
“I think I’ll pass.”
Kitazawa shrugged.
“Romance is just a pain. Besides,
I’m already seeing someone.”
“What?”
Ashiya reacted so big it made
Kitazawa uneasy.
“You always had girls coming on to
you, but you never made a girlfriend. Is it someone I’d know?”
“Why does it matter?”
Even pushed away, Ashiya kept
digging.
“I always figured your standards
were sky-high, so I’m really curious about who it is. It won’t kill you to give
me a hint, right? Younger? Older?”
Kitazawa had no intention of
admitting it was a man, but a little hint wouldn’t hurt.
“Older.”
“Older, huh,” Ashiya echoed, his
voice tinged with curiosity.
“So, how much older?”
After a pause, Kitazawa answered
honestly. “Thirty-four.”
Ashiya’s shock was far beyond his
earlier reaction.
“Thirty-four? That’s practically
over the hill!”
That one stung.
“What do you mean, over the hill?”
Kitazawa snapped back, and Ashiya
scrambled to smooth things over with a quick laugh.
“Bad wording, sorry. But man, I
didn’t think you were into that. Didn’t take you for someone with such…
particular tastes. Still…”
Here Ashiya lowered his voice.
“At that age, doesn’t it feel…
weird, you know, when you’re doing it?”
“There’s nothing weird about it! They’re—”
Kitazawa stopped himself just in time, then covered it with bravado. “They’re really
damn good at sex.”
Maybe not “really damn good,” but he
exaggerated for effect.
“Yeah, I guess with that much
experience, they’d know what they’re doing. Come to think of it, older might
not be such a bad deal…”
Ashiya nodded deeply, looking
convinced. The talk about relationships ended there, and soon another friend of
his, someone Kitazawa didn’t know, slid into the seat beside him. Once the
conversation turned into something he couldn’t follow, Kitazawa finished his
lunch quickly and left the cafeteria first.
He wandered aimlessly around campus,
then headed toward the next lecture hall. But even as the start time drew near,
no one showed up. Checking his phone, he realized third period was canceled.
Fourth was mandatory, and going back to the apartment would be pointless, so he
killed time at the student union convenience store. There, he ran into Ashiya
again, apparently they shared the same class.
Ashiya invited him along, and with
nothing better to do, Kitazawa dropped by the clubroom for the first time in
ages. Since it was during class hours, the only one inside was a younger
student named Iida.
“Oh, Kitazawa-san. Rare to see you
here.”
Iida was tall, handsome, sharp-featured,
the complete opposite of Kitazawa’s short build and boyish looks. Rumor had it
he made the most of his popularity by cycling through the club’s girls, which
didn’t leave Kitazawa with a great impression.
“Yeah, well,” Kitazawa answered
vaguely.
He picked a seat by the window,
dropped into it, and propped up one knee. Fishing a bottle of tea from his
backpack, he took a slow sip.
“Hey, Kitazawa. About what we were
talking about earlier, don’t experienced women demand a lot from you?”
Ashiya, sitting beside him, asked it
like he’d just remembered.
“What do you mean, a lot?”
“You know… technique, or whatever.”
Technique? There was no technique to
think about, Omiya was always the one taking the lead, so Kitazawa had never
really considered the technical side of things.
“Not really. They’ve never said
anything like that.”
“What’re you guys talking about?”
Maybe the tone of the conversation
drew him in, but Iida suddenly joined.
Annoying.
“Kitazawa’s girlfriend is way older,
supposed to be super experienced.”
Ashiya blabbed without hesitation,
even though Kitazawa would’ve preferred to let it drop.
Iida muttered, “Huh,” and stared
straight at Kitazawa.
“Is she really that much older?”
“Thirty-four, apparently.”
Iida widened his eyes, then covered
his mouth with his hand and let out a snicker.
“Kitazawa-san doesn’t really have
that masculine vibe… you’re more cute, like an idol. So maybe for an older
girlfriend, it feels more like having a pet.”
Ashiya laughed, but Kitazawa
bristled at the insult. He shot Iida a sharp glare until the guy seemed to
realize what he’d said. Iida mumbled an apology under his breath.
“But I guess older women are more
composed in bed, too, huh? I had a rough time with my girlfriend the other
day,” Ashiya said, his voice turning rueful as he slumped.
“When it came time to, you know, put
it in, I messed up putting on the condom. Must’ve snagged it with my nail or
something, and it tore a little. I figured, well, it’s not the tip, so it’s
fine, but she got super pissed.”
He sighed.
“She was furious, like scary
furious. I had to toss it, and then I realized I didn’t have another one. She
stormed off home, and that was that. Total disaster.”
“Yeah, that’s rough,” Iida muttered,
arms still crossed.
“But that kind of thing happens.
It’s always when you only have one left that it rips. Back in high school, I
wasn’t used to putting them on yet, and I caught some hair in it. Didn’t want
to look lame fumbling around, so I just went ahead like that, but man, it hurt
like hell. Killed it for me before I could even finish. Made me wonder what the
point was.”
“Exactly!” Ashiya exclaimed,
clenching his fists. “Getting the condom on is its own pressure, until you’re
used to it. I’ve screwed it up more than once myself.”
Kitazawa listened silently. With Omiya,
there had never been an issue. He wore one almost every time, and there was
never any shortage. Kitazawa had never even had to think about it, just an
unspoken fact, something taken care of without a word.
While he sat there feeling vaguely
out of place, the two of them kept talking animatedly about condoms.
“When it goes wrong, girls get cold
fast, right? The more heated things are, the worse it hits. Kitazawa-san,
you’ve never had that happen?”
The sudden question from Iida made
Kitazawa’s heart jump.
“N, no, not really.”
“You’ve been quiet this whole time,”
Ashiya pressed. “Don’t tell me you’ve never had a single condom mishap?”
Cornered, Kitazawa faltered. He’d
never used one himself, so how could he know what kind of mishaps there even
were?
“…Guess not.”
“No way,” Ashiya groaned, pulling a
face.
“Come on, every guy screws it up at
least once. Don’t be embarrassed, we’re all men here. Be honest.”
Like hell I’m spilling my guts over
this, Kitazawa thought, forcing a strained smile. “Seriously, it’s never
happened.”
“You don’t need to hide it. Come on,
fess up.”
Ashiya’s persistence only grew
sharper, and Kitazawa found himself backed into a corner.
“Could it be…”
Iida muttered under his breath.
“Kitazawa-san, you haven’t really
used condoms much, have you?”
The bull’s, eye hit him square, and
his ears flushed hot. That reaction alone seemed to convince the other two.
“Didn’t know you were the type to go
raw,” Ashiya said, giving him a friendly slap on the shoulder. “Guess I’m kind
of jealous, or… I don’t even know.”
If he denied it, they’d just press
him harder about condoms. Better to let them think he was into it raw.
“Going bare’s fine, but seriously, watch
out for STDs and kids, okay?” Ashiya warned, with surprising earnestness.
Beside him, Iida muttered, “So Kitazawa-san’s actually kind of a risk-taker,
huh.”
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By nightfall, the rain had cleared.
With no shift that day, he’d spent the hours after class just lazing around his
room until past ten, when he finally dragged himself up. It was a twenty-minute
ride by bike to Omiya’s apartment. Looking up from the lot below, he saw no
lights on in the man’s room. On weekdays, Omiya usually came home a little
before eleven. Kitazawa realized he’d left too early.
He let himself in with the spare
key. The damp, sticky air of the rainy season clung to the room, unbearable
until he flicked on the air conditioner. He grabbed a PET bottle from the
fridge without asking and sat on the bed to drink.
He turned on the TV, but the dramas
and variety shows were all dull. He lay back, wishing Omiya would hurry home.
Not that they had anything new to talk about, they’d just seen each other
yesterday, and the day before that.
Like a cat sprawled lazily, Kitazawa
suddenly recalled the conversation about condoms. Omiya was the first person
he’d ever been with; he had no other experience. And since he was always the
one “receiving,” not “doing the inserting,” he’d never once had reason to put
one on himself.
They kissed, embraced, hands
wandering everywhere. By the time Kitazawa’s body loosened enough that it
didn’t hurt anymore, Omiya was already fully ready. His movements were so
smooth, so natural, that it all just happened without awkwardness.
He smirked to himself, serves him
right, the guy’s such a player.
Rolling onto his stomach, Kitazawa
stretched for the little box on the headboard, flipped it open, and took out a
condom.
He wanted to try it, just once. Slip
it over an erection. It was pointless, sure, but if he didn’t even have that
kind of experience, he’d be at a loss if the topic ever came up again.
The clock read 10:50. If it was just
masturbation, it wouldn’t take ten minutes. If he started now, he’d finish
before Omiya came home.
Kitazawa perched on the edge of the
bed, unzipped his jeans, pushed down his boxers, and exposed himself. Ever
since Omiya had moved here, Kitazawa had been over almost every day. Between
all the time they spent together and the near-daily sex, he hadn’t bothered
with masturbation in ages. Which made it feel strangely fresh now.
He stroked with shifting pressure,
thumb pressing down on the tip. A prickling pleasure coiled in his lower body,
his erection swelling hard…
So absorbed was he that he didn’t
notice the rattle of a key in the lock until it was too late.
Panicked, he shoved his half-erection
back into his jeans, too rushed to be careful. His zipper caught hair, and pain
shot through him.
“—Ow!” he yelped.
The chain rattled loudly against the
door.
“…Masato? You in there?” came the
voice from outside.
“J—just a sec!”
At least the pain had killed the
erection entirely, that was the one bit of luck. Straightening his clothes,
Kitazawa forced a blank expression and unlatched the chain as though nothing
had happened.
“Welcome back.”
Omiya slipped off his shoes, smiled
faintly as he said, “I’m home,” and ruffled Kitazawa’s hair with his right
hand. Kitazawa narrowed his eyes at the touch he liked so much, and was drawn
into an embrace.
He tilted his face upward, he wanted
a kiss. That was enough to get the message across, because Omiya leaned down
and softly, gently pressed their lips together. The kiss deepened, melting him,
and Kitazawa’s breath quickened as heat spread through his body. His knees
threatened to give way; to keep himself from collapsing, he wrapped both arms
around Omiya’s neck.
“What were you doing just now?” Omiya
spoke against his cheek.
“There was a little delay before you
came out.”
There was no way he could admit he’d
been fumbling with a condom for the first time in his life, trying it on for
practice. Too pathetic, he’d sooner bite his tongue. So he forced a change of
subject.
“You’re home early today.”
“Had some free time during the day.
Didn’t have to stay late.”
“I see.”
Nuzzling into the man’s chest,
Kitazawa thought, I want to have sex. Omiya’s right hand slid over his backside
through his clothes, then suddenly gripped hard. The sharp contrast made
Kitazawa’s back jolt with a shiver.
Fingers tugged up his T-shirt and
touched his bare skin directly. The dragging motion made him arch his back,
turning his face to the side. Sometimes Omiya lost control. When that happened,
he couldn’t stop himself, and it wasn’t the first or second time things had
started right there in the entryway.
“Let’s do it over there.”
Kitazawa urged him on, glancing
toward the bed, and froze. He’d left the condom he’d been planning to use
sitting out in plain sight, completely forgotten.
He shoved Omiya away, rushed to the
bed, and sat down as if that had been his intention all along, slipping the
condom under his right hand. He let it drop quietly to the floor, pressing it
under his foot.
He meant to kick it into the shadows
under the bed, but Omiya’s bed had drawers underneath. There was no gap.
“You dropped something.”
Omiya had followed him into the room
and muttered it while looking down at him.
“Eh? Did I?”
Even he thought his acting was
terrible. Worse still, Omiya’s eyes weren’t moving from his right foot.
“Don’t just stand there. Why don’t
you go take a shower?” Kitazawa tried to shoo him away.
“Then should I take one with you?”
came the reply.
Panicked, he blurted, “No, I’m
fine.”
“A, ah, suddenly I really feel like
eating ice cream. Go… buy me some.”
Omiya didn’t answer. Instead, he
bent down slowly as if setting his bag on the table, and in the next instant,
grabbed Kitazawa’s ankle and lifted it high. The sudden movement toppled him
backward, leaving him sprawled on the bed like an overturned turtle.
From beneath his foot, Omiya picked
up the unopened condom and tilted his head curiously.
“Not really something you need to
hide.”
Kitazawa snatched it from him and
threw it into the trash. Without another word, he strode straight to the
entryway and began putting on his shoes. A hand clamped around his arm,
stopping him.
“Where are you going?”
“None of your business.”
“If it’s ice cream, I’ll go buy it
for you.”
On most days, the way Omiya treated
him like a kid didn’t bother him. But today, it grated on every nerve.
“Who the hell wants ice cream? I’m
going home.”
The instant he said it, the grip on
his arm tightened. Once both wrists were caught, he couldn’t even reach the
doorknob. He flailed blindly, but Omiya pressed him back against the door,
pinning him there with his body.
“You were waiting for me, weren’t
you? Then why are you leaving?”
The whisper against his ear made him
turn his face away in silence. Omiya forced him back to face him and pulled him
into a crushing embrace. Kitazawa’s chest ached from the pressure.
“My back hurts,” he protested. The
hold slackened, barely. His chin was lifted, his mouth taken. He hadn’t wanted
it at all, but when Omiya’s tongue pushed against his, a shiver ran through him
anyway.
Teeth scraped along the inside of
his gums, the most sensitive spots, all those weak places targeted at once
until Kitazawa’s footing grew unsteady. Worse still, a hand slipped into his
jeans, groping his ass, toying with his crotch, after all that shameless
handling, he was stripped bare from the waist down right there.
Half-hard, bottom half naked, there
was no way he could bluff his way out now. Eyes stinging, on the verge of
tears, he was scooped up and carried off to the bed. His shoe, caught on his
toe until then, clattered to the floor by the kitchen.
He was pressed into the soft
mattress and pinned beneath Omiya’s weight. Being stared at straight on made
him uncomfortable; he turned his face aside.
“Are you mad?”
He gave no answer.
“Sorry. I don’t know why you’re
angry, though.”
Even without knowing the reason, his
boyfriend apologized. And the truth was, the reason for his sulking was
childish. He knew that himself.
While he stayed silent, a cheek
brushed against his own. Gentle fingers played through his hair, then lips
found his again. Unable to apologize outright, Kitazawa gave a small answer
with the tip of his tongue. Omiya’s body grew hotter against him, and Kitazawa
realized with a shiver that his little gesture had excited him.
“Can I?”
Kitazawa’s lower half was already
bare, his T-shirt shoved up to his neck, when Omiya, almost hesitant, asked for
permission.
“…Do what you want.”
Something about that reply must have
amused him, because Omiya laughed, tugged off the shirt tangled around his
neck, and stripped himself while holding Kitazawa down, necktie loosened, shirt
peeled away. He hadn’t showered; pressed so close, there was the faint tang of
sweat. That raw, masculine scent made Kitazawa’s groin burn hotter.
Maybe it was because he was so aware
of it, but he noticed when Omiya’s kiss shifted angle, and at the same moment,
heard the sharp tear of foil. Rustling sounds came from below. Omiya, deft with
one hand, was putting on a condom. It was Kitazawa’s first time seeing it
happen, and yet the motion was fluid, unhesitant, quick.
The hot tip nudged lightly against
his entrance. At the feeling of what was about to happen, Kitazawa panicked and
drew back.
“What’s wrong?” Omiya stroked his
cheek.
“Uh, um…”
“Still think it might hurt? Want me
to prep you a little more?”
“N, no, it’s not that.”
His body had already been stretched
and softened, and he was hard himself. He knew that once the first discomfort
was past, being entered, thrust into, rocked, it felt good.
“I just… thought maybe I’d want to
put one on too.”
The words came out in a small voice.
Omiya tilted his head.
“Like… a condom?”
Unable to stand the silence,
Kitazawa averted his gaze.
“Is it because you don’t want to
mess the sheets?”
“That’s not it, it’s just…”
His mouth fumbled, words stumbling
without becoming clear.
“Just thought I’d like to try it
once, for practice.”
“Why?” Omiya pressed, wanting the
reason.
Kitazawa bit at his lower lip.
“Because… I’ve never used one
myself. I just… want to try it once.”
Omiya’s expression turned solemn,
like he was working through some difficult calculation.
“Even if you practice, you won’t
actually use it, will you?”
His voice was gentle, but the words
pricked. It was true, Omiya was the one who used them, not him. He knew that,
but still it stung, rattling some fragile piece of pride.
Kitazawa shoved at the man pinning
him, trying to climb off the bed, but was caught and held back.
“Are you mad?”
“Let me go, damn it.”
He struggled to tear free of the
restraining arms.
“Okay, I get it, just don’t thrash
around here. If you want to try it that badly, then go ahead.”
A packet was taken from the box and
placed in front of him on the bed. After wanting it so much, Kitazawa now found
he suddenly didn’t care anymore. His interest died out, like a flame snuffed.
“Enough already!”
Kitazawa swatted the condom off the
bed and curled up under the sheet, pulling it over his head. His arousal had
already wilted during the exchange, and as for Omiya’s erection, he didn’t
care. Let him deal with it himself.
When the sheet was tugged at,
Kitazawa yanked it back stubbornly. He had no intention of showing his face.
Then, all at once, the sheet was
ripped away from the foot of the bed. He jolted in surprise. He managed to
protect his upper body, but his lower half was left exposed. In fact, hiding
behind the sheet now worked against him, his hands were trapped, useless.
Still holding him in a sideways
embrace, Omiya gripped his bare length, squeezing so hard it hurt.
“Don’t touch me, damn it!”
The protest was muffled inside the
sheet. Soon fingers worked lower, slipping inside, thrusting in and out until
the place tingled with numbness, then something hot and thick pressed against
him. No permission asked, it pushed in. He braced, but resistance was useless
now.
“Ah… ha… a, ah…”
The penetration was slow, steady, unstoppable.
Once Omiya had filled him completely, he stilled, and peeled away the sheet
covering Kitazawa’s upper body.
Curled tight, trembling, Kitazawa
shivered with the sensation of being entered, his strength draining away. Omiya
knew well how quickly he grew submissive once penetration began.
Usually, by now, the rhythm of
thrusts would follow. But Omiya didn’t move. Instead, he hugged him close and,
right before Kitazawa’s eyes, tore open a fresh condom wrapper.
“I’ll put it on for you. Watch.”
Even while buried inside him, Omiya
took Kitazawa’s hard length, set the condom at the tip, and rolled it smoothly
down to the base, like slipping on a sock, effortless and natural.
At last wearing the longed-for
condom, his own erection looked oddly flat, foolish.
“How does it feel?”
It was uncool, tight, uncomfortable.
He couldn’t stand it.
“Enough. Take it off.”
He reached for it, only to have his
hand slapped away.
“Didn’t you want to try it like
this?”
“I said enough! It looks stupid,
it’s tight, I hate it.”
Pinned wrists, hips pressing in from
behind, he shivered.
“Why did you suddenly want to know
how to use one?”
The question came with deep thrusts,
each driving a sweet gasp from his lips.
“Got some reason you think you’ll
need that knowledge?”
The phrasing carried a strange
weight.
“None of your business!”
The instant he snapped back, the
pace grew rough. His hips were pounded, shaken like Omiya was angry.
“Ah, ahh—!”
The thrusts gouged into him. It
didn’t truly hurt, yet tears welled from sheer physical intensity. His upper
body jolted with every savage push. Rough though it was, his body couldn’t help
but respond, arousal winding tighter, unbearable under the condom’s squeeze.
Omiya had touched him enough times
to know he was on the brink, but the final stroke never came. When Kitazawa
tried to finish himself, his hand was slapped away, dismissed.
By now, pride and stubbornness were
gone. In a desperate, pleading voice, he begged: “Please… touch me… hold me
tight…”
But Omiya refused, ignoring him,
teasing, torturing, until Kitazawa shook with the strain of holding back. Then,
at last, a hand reached out, only to clamp mercilessly around the base of his
shaft, cutting off his release.
Driven hard, denied climax, the shock ripped through him down to his toes.
A strangled cry tore from his
throat.
His body quivered uncontrollably,
leaving behind nothing but the throbbing pull of climax and the invasive
fullness inside him.
He felt like teeth biting into his
shoulder, though it didn’t truly hurt. The sharper, overwhelming stimulation
coursing through his body drowned out everything else.
Omiya suddenly clutched him tighter,
hard enough to steal his breath, and at the same time released the grip that
had been holding him back.
“Ah… haa… nn… haa…”
His mind, his vision, everything
went white. Every hair on his body stood on end, like electricity had surged
through him, and for some reason he didn’t understand, tears spilled from his
eyes.
Even the slow, slippery withdrawal
sent shivers racing down his spine. The emptiness that followed made him ache
with sudden loneliness, and he reached out in a rush toward the man.
“Hey… hold me tight.”
Still caught in the haze of
excitement, he was pulled upright. Straddling Omiya’s thighs where he sat cross-legged
on the bed, Kitazawa clung to him, facing him. They kissed noisily, sloppily,
shamelessly.
“My shoulder… kinda hurts,” he
muttered.
Omiya’s expression softened with a
flicker of guilt, his hand rubbing soothingly over Kitazawa’s back.
“Sorry. I might’ve left a mark.”
Kitazawa let out a small sigh and
pressed his face against the damp warmth of that broad chest. Surrounded by Omiya’s
scent, he felt safe. No matter how roughly he was treated, no matter how much
he was teased or hurt, he couldn’t bring himself to hate him, only exasperation
at most.
“It’s scary,” Omiya murmured
suddenly, “like I can already see where I’ll end up.”
“What do you mean?”
“If you ever dumped me, I’d no doubt
turn into a stalker.”
“That’d be your own fault.”
Omiya tilted his head at Kitazawa’s
bluntness.
“You’d only have yourself to blame
for doing things that make me hate you.”
His wry smile, strangely enough,
left Kitazawa with a pang of sorrow. Then Omiya drew him closer, burying his
face in his hair.
“Do you… have someone else you’re
interested in?”
“Why would you even think that?”
“Because… maybe the reason you
wanted to know how to use one, was because you wanted to try it with someone
besides me?”
Kitazawa blinked. He hadn’t expected
his curiosity about condoms to fuel that kind of imagination.
“There’s no one else.”
“But still—”
“It wasn’t like that. I just wanted
to know how to use one. My friends were talking about it and I couldn’t follow
the conversation. Come on, if I’m in a relationship and I’ve never once used a
condom, even though I’m a guy, that’s weird, right?”
“Well… when you put it that way, I
guess so…”
“I even bragged my partner’s good in
bed,” he added.
Omiya laughed and tightened his arms
around him.
“Oh? Am I good in bed?”
The way he said it was lewd,
teasing, and Kitazawa bristled at the thought of gratifying him.
“I just said that to go along with
it.”
“So what do you really
think?”
At that, he ducked his head, words
caught in his throat.
“How should I know? It’s not like
I’ve compared.”
Lifting his face, Kitazawa blurted
out: “Can I go compare somewhere else?”
Omiya frowned deeply, “So that’s
where this is going?”, but pressed a kiss to his lips all the same. Even as
they kissed, his hand found Kitazawa’s tip, still covered with the condom.
“Take it off,” Kitazawa urged,
grinding against him.
“It feels awful. Too tight.”
But instead of removing it, those
wicked fingers began to toy with him, rolling the latex along his sensitive
skin.
“I said I hate it,” Kitazawa
protested.
A wet, obscene sound filled the air.
“I mean it, it’s really tight, it
feels disgusting.”
At last, the fingers left him. He
was pushed back onto the bed, laid out on his back. When his legs were parted,
he bristled at the position, but stayed compliant, convinced the condom would
finally come off. A sharp gasp slipped out.
Even dulled through the condom, he
could still tell. At the very least, there was no mistaking whether it was a
blowjob or not.
Over the thin latex, Omiya used his
tongue with meticulous care. He bit harder than usual, hard enough to sting, and
licked. Being taken directly into his mouth was nothing new, but this was the
first time Kitazawa had experienced this.
Just that difference alone was
enough to make him feel it. His hips quivered, and the instant Omiya sucked
more forcefully than ever, Kitazawa climaxed.
The condom was finally peeled off,
but the relief lasted only a moment. Even as he wilted, Omiya swallowed him
down bare this time, tongue working him as though licking a piece of candy
until it melted away.
Then those lips, slick from having
devoured him so thoroughly, pressed against his own. Kitazawa tried to pull
away, repulsed, but was caught at once, toyed with by that hot, bitter,
unrelenting tongue.
“…It tastes like rubber,” he
muttered between ragged kisses.
Omiya only laughed and nuzzled his
cheek.
“Don’t ever let anyone else do this
to you.”
As if he’d ever let anyone, it
was humiliating enough as it was. Kitazawa swatted his back, then with three
times that force pulled him closer, clinging tightly.
◇:-:◆:-:◇
The phone rang at two in the
morning. It was right there on the headboard within reach, but he couldn’t be
bothered. When he ignored it, Omiya stirred awake.
“Your phone’s ringing.”
Grudgingly, Kitazawa reached for it.
“Hellooo, is this Challenger
Kitazawa-kun?” a blurred voice slurred through background noise.
“…Ashiya, that you?”
“Tomorrow’s Todoriki-sensei’s report
deadline, right? You working on it?”
“Even if I was, I’m not showing it
to you. Who the hell calls at this hour anyway?”
“Don’t be so cold, man. I’m
seriously stuck. Hey, by the way, where are you right now? I dropped by your
place, but you weren’t there. Don’t tell me you’re having fun at your
girlfriend’s house?”
The fact that he’d hit the mark
pissed him off more than anything.
“Yeah, I’m having the best damn sex
of my life and enjoying the afterglow. Don’t ruin it.”
A low whistle cut through the
receiver.
“Thing is, I made a bet with Iida—”
“I’m hanging up.”
“Ten thousand says Kitazawa’s gonna
be a daddy before graduation—”
He didn’t listen to the rest. He
hung up with a sharp snap. The whole business about condoms, after all, had
been Ashiya’s fault for bringing it up in the first place. Tossing the phone
onto the floor, Kitazawa clung to his boyfriend, who only chuckled, “What are
you so mad about?” He gave a snort in reply and buried himself against him.
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